Finding God in the Midst of Pain
So, today was the hardest day that I have had since I lost my precious sweet Adeline. It was a struggle and something that was hard for...
WELCOME TO MY SWEET ADELINE
Dedicated to Adeline Violet Walton December 5, 2011 - December 20, 2020
Adeline was the most amazing soul that I have ever met. She will be missed every single day. This is where I will share all of the memories, stories about her life, and the journey that we are on as a family to seek peace and understanding until we meet our little girl in Heaven again one day.
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My First Touch Dream...Thank You, My Sweet Adeline
Oh sweet Adeline, the touch dream that you were a part of gave me so much comfort. I sobbed when I awoke and realized that the selfie...
Two Weeks Without You
It has been two weeks since the absolute worst day of my life. In literally 3 hours, we would have awoken to smelling smoke, sent your...
Learning to Live in Our New Normal
I can proudly say, for Adeline's sake, that today I am not sobbing as I type this. In fact, I didn't sob when I went to bed last night...
It's My Fault....Self Blame, Another Pain We Don't Talk About
I can't help but blame myself with the fact that Adeline is not here on earth with us any longer. I know that it is not my fault. I know...
Survivor's Guilt, the Guilt We Don't Talk About
Survivor's guilt is a guilt that I have heard in passing, but have never really heard discussed to the level that it ought to be. I will...
A New Year Without That Smile
I am having probably the worst day that I have had since December 20th, the day that my life would forever change. The New Year has...
The First Christmas Without You
Well, it has basically taken me a week to even consider writing this. I finally posted about Christmas yesterday because I just couldn't...
A Mommy and Me Weekend in St. Louis
Adeline and I had so much fun together and were never short on adventures. One and half years ago, we went with my friend Holly and her...
Us Three Girls
You know when you have a dream? That one thing in life that you always wanted, well, for me that was children. I love all of my children...
My Dear Sweet Adeline,
I feel like I have thought about what to say to you and don't know the words. This is rare for me. From the moment that I first held you,...
Saying Goodbye
First off, I need to state that I 100% know that Adeline is not in her body. I know that she is in Heaven and that there are so many...
First Born
It has always been weird to me that I could remember so many details of little Adeline's life, but that I struggled to remember the same...