Five years ago, I would have never imagined the tragedy that would take over my life. I could have never imagined what life was like...

Triggers can come in the strangest places. For me it can be a comment on FB, a FB post of someone else's, or it can be seeing something...

No one prepares you for the second homecoming that you could have with your baby. I was ready to have her home with me, but I still want...

So, I am sure that like me, you have heard about the waves of grief. No one prepares you for what this really means. No one makes you...

There are so many beautiful things that have happened as we have been going through our horror story. We have been blessed by an amazing...

My sweet Adeline. I awoke with a smile on my face this morning. I heard you in my dreams sweet girl and yes your daddy can always be...

So, today was the hardest day that I have had since I lost my precious sweet Adeline. It was a struggle and something that was hard for...

It has been two weeks since the absolute worst day of my life. In literally 3 hours, we would have awoken to smelling smoke, sent your...

I can proudly say, for Adeline's sake, that today I am not sobbing as I type this. In fact, I didn't sob when I went to bed last night...

I can't help but blame myself with the fact that Adeline is not here on earth with us any longer. I know that it is not my fault. I know...

Survivor's guilt is a guilt that I have heard in passing, but have never really heard discussed to the level that it ought to be. I will...

I am having probably the worst day that I have had since December 20th, the day that my life would forever change. The New Year has...

Well, it has basically taken me a week to even consider writing this. I finally posted about Christmas yesterday because I just couldn't...

Adeline and I had so much fun together and were never short on adventures. One and half years ago, we went with my friend Holly and her...

You know when you have a dream? That one thing in life that you always wanted, well, for me that was children. I love all of my children...

It has always been weird to me that I could remember so many details of little Adeline's life, but that I struggled to remember the same...