A New Routine
I am sad, heartbroken, and want nothing more than to lie in bed and cry all day and night...but I know that my Sweet Adeline would have...
WELCOME TO MY SWEET ADELINE
Dedicated to Adeline Violet Walton December 5, 2011 - December 20, 2020
Adeline was the most amazing soul that I have ever met. She will be missed every single day. This is where I will share all of the memories, stories about her life, and the journey that we are on as a family to seek peace and understanding until we meet our little girl in Heaven again one day.
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Reminders of My Sweet Adeline
One of the things that has really started happening for me is that I have looked and searched out constant reminders of my Sweet Adeline....
We Have the Most Amazing Friends, Family, and Acquaintances
This entire journey has taught me several things about myself and about those around me. For one, I have struggled my entire life with a...
So Thankful for the Little Treasures
I am so thankful that so many friends and family are reaching out with little treasures. They are sharing videos and photographs with me...
Missing You, It Never Ends
Hey Sweet Adeline, I need to write to you each morning and each night. It helps me. It has become my therapy. Last night when you came to...
Trying to Push Through the Pain
It's a Sunday morning...the time that I dread more than anything. If only I had woken up earlier. If only I had done something different....
Three Weeks, It Feels Like Forever and Nothing at All at the Same Time
Three weeks....it has been three weeks since our last night enjoying our normal life before the fire. Tomorrow morning it will have been...
Another Saturday Is Here
Saturdays mark the last time that we did something fun together. I wonder, even though it has just been three weeks, if I will ever be...
In the Strangest of Places if You Look at It Right
So today my friend Carley took me to get a massage. It was so good for the soul to have some type of normalcy for part of the day. There...
All the Emotions
I feel like I am constantly going through emotional shifts that I can't understand. One minute I can laugh when I think of something...
Learning to Dream Without You
I had big dreams and big plans before the fire. I had applied to UC -- Berkeley for their PhD program. I had plans to become a professor...
The Stillness of the Morning
The stillness of the morning hours is something that I used to love. I remember spending so many days sitting on my back patio or my...
5 Years Ago
Five years ago, I would have never imagined the tragedy that would take over my life. I could have never imagined what life was like...
Triggers, Triggers Everywhere
Triggers can come in the strangest places. For me it can be a comment on FB, a FB post of someone else's, or it can be seeing something...
Bringing Adeline Home
No one prepares you for the second homecoming that you could have with your baby. I was ready to have her home with me, but I still want...
The Waves of Grief
So, I am sure that like me, you have heard about the waves of grief. No one prepares you for what this really means. No one makes you...
Thankful in the Midst of Horror
There are so many beautiful things that have happened as we have been going through our horror story. We have been blessed by an amazing...
Nothing Can Prepare You
So, I know that I am writing a LOT lately and I don't mind if you don't read all of my posts. If you are not reading them all, I...
Back Off Lady, He's Mine
My sweet Adeline. I awoke with a smile on my face this morning. I heard you in my dreams sweet girl and yes your daddy can always be...
Finding God in the Midst of Pain
So, today was the hardest day that I have had since I lost my precious sweet Adeline. It was a struggle and something that was hard for...