Each year for the past several years, Shane and the kids have went out shopping and gotten flowers for me for Mother's Day. Then they...

Things are intense these days. Each day feels like it will never end and yet the weeks seem to fly by. I have been contemplating things...

There have been so many things happening in life since I last wrote a blog post. I am struggling and I know that people mean well when...

Buying a new home, a place that you will never live was the hardest thing that I have ever had to be. Being excited about decorating and...

Well, so many things are changing in life and I am taking a step back to reflect and think about them. I am sorry that I have not been...

Today I woke up with the thought that one thing in life could make me feel better. Only one thing could help ease the pain, anger, and...

Things have been going. Life has been continuing even though I feel as though I am stuck in some weird time loop where I can't possibly...

This week has been painful and rough and hard. There have been some exciting things happening. We finally ordered everything for the new...

The past few weeks we have been doing things that we would have normally done, but sadly our angel is not with us and her presence is...

Some days are harder than others. Some days I want to scream and cry and just tell everyone around how awful I feel. I know that this is...

This post is not going to be as well organized as most of my others. This is a raw post where I am sharing my feelings, talking about the...

This past week has been especially hard for me. Being in quarantine with Althea has given me so much time with my girl, time for us to...

Well, a lot has happened this past month and to be 100% honest, I was just not mentally in a place where I could write about it. The...

100 days...it feels so long, it feels so wrong without our girl here. I have realized today that I am just not the person that I was. I...

A few weeks ago we took our first family adventure without A. It was one of the hardest things that we have done to date. We traveled so...

I am learning to do the unthinkable. I am learning to live. I am learning to live in a world where I don't feel that it will ever feel...

So many feelings surround me in the stillness of the mornings. Mostly the overwhelming anxiety that comes with facing another day without...

Adeline was such a light in our world. She made each day fun. She made each day interesting. She gave us all a new outlook on life and...