Hey Sweet Adeline, I need to write to you each morning and each night. It helps me. It has become my therapy. Last night when you came to...

It's a Sunday morning...the time that I dread more than anything. If only I had woken up earlier. If only I had done something different....

Three weeks....it has been three weeks since our last night enjoying our normal life before the fire. Tomorrow morning it will have been...

Saturdays mark the last time that we did something fun together. I wonder, even though it has just been three weeks, if I will ever be...

So today my friend Carley took me to get a massage. It was so good for the soul to have some type of normalcy for part of the day. There...

I feel like I am constantly going through emotional shifts that I can't understand. One minute I can laugh when I think of something...

I had big dreams and big plans before the fire. I had applied to UC -- Berkeley for their PhD program. I had plans to become a professor...

The stillness of the morning hours is something that I used to love. I remember spending so many days sitting on my back patio or my...

Five years ago, I would have never imagined the tragedy that would take over my life. I could have never imagined what life was like...

Triggers can come in the strangest places. For me it can be a comment on FB, a FB post of someone else's, or it can be seeing something...

No one prepares you for the second homecoming that you could have with your baby. I was ready to have her home with me, but I still want...

So, I am sure that like me, you have heard about the waves of grief. No one prepares you for what this really means. No one makes you...

There are so many beautiful things that have happened as we have been going through our horror story. We have been blessed by an amazing...

My sweet Adeline. I awoke with a smile on my face this morning. I heard you in my dreams sweet girl and yes your daddy can always be...

So, today was the hardest day that I have had since I lost my precious sweet Adeline. It was a struggle and something that was hard for...

It has been two weeks since the absolute worst day of my life. In literally 3 hours, we would have awoken to smelling smoke, sent your...

I can proudly say, for Adeline's sake, that today I am not sobbing as I type this. In fact, I didn't sob when I went to bed last night...

I can't help but blame myself with the fact that Adeline is not here on earth with us any longer. I know that it is not my fault. I know...