Losing Adeline is the worst possible thing that could have ever happened to me. Adeline was my mini, she was the one person in the world...

This post is not going to be my typical post and it will probably not be something that I do often. This is the type of post where I want...

Today it has been 70 days without my girl. 70 days without my angel. I feel sick when I think about it being so long since I have felt...

So I have to give a HUGE shoutout to Zappos publicly because they are seriously amazing. I have been a Zappos VIP for years, actually...

Today has been eye opening to say the least. Governor Pritzker is getting ready to sign a land mark civil rights bill and protections for...

We attended a grief retreat this weekend. It was hard not being able to blog and write about what was happening and what we were...

This will always be one of my favorite and most cherished photographs and the memories that are attached will always be memories that I...

One of the oddest things about grief is that it affects you in ways that you are not prepared for it to affect you. For instance, I was...

Today I wanted to write a letter to my precious angel. Today I just needed to write a letter to Adeline and I decided that this would be...

Today was another holiday without my precious girl, but even worse it was a holiday that fell on a Sunday. It was 8 weeks ago from today...

I have always been thankful as a mom. Last year's Facebook posts were centered around the extra time that I considered a blessing during...

Life has been a lot lately. I have a lot of deep harbored regrets and lots of anger over things and it seems to all be coming out now. I...

As I sit here in my room, working on homework and putting together photo gifts for Valentine's Day, I am flooded with memories of my...

I feel as though my soul and my heart have been ripped apart. I miss the times that I had with my girl so much. This weekend, I was able...

As I sit here tonight feeling the need to write again, I am certain that life has been quite cruel lately. I still can't believe that I...

There are some days when I am simply missing my girl. All that I want to do is to hold her and have her in my arms. I want to tell her...

So, here I am being honest again that I just cannot understand what I am going through. I am trying my hardest to understand the why. I...

The things that hurt the most are the little things. Seeing a memory and thinking back to a moment where I had so much joy that has since...

I know that I am supposed to be strong for my other three children and my husband. I know that I need to be able to be happy sometimes...