I can't believe that it has been so long since I have held you in my arms my precious sweet girl. I can't believe that we are ending...

In December of 2014 I took Adeline on an amazing birthday adventure alone to California with just my mom and me. We went to Disneyland,...

The past week has been filled with so much. So many big things and I have really been struggling with how to process the big feelings....

Well, it's been a busy few days. First off, I took my FOS exam last Monday. It is Tuesday night and I still don't know if I passed or...

I have to admit that coping mechanisms are not my strong point. I am never going to be able to fully comprehend the why's and the how's....

I am learning where I excel. There are so many areas of life where I have felt that I have failed or where I have felt like a failure,...

As it begins to warm up and we approach another holiday, one that was full of family traditions for us, I am quickly reminded that this...

This morning the weight of not having my baby here to hold is hitting me extra hard. It has been a morning where I feel the weight of my...

I think that one of the hardest parts of not having Adeline here with me is not knowing what she would say. As she got older, what would...

Traveling after losing my girl has been a challenge to myself. I always thought that I would have someone with me until the day that I...

I want to start this post and share with you family pictures that were graciously donated by my new friend Megan from Maxwell Studios in...

So grief never leaves. This is something that I have known for the past year as it follows me through all of life's moments, but when I...

Today marks 14 months since I lost my girl. I have struggled each and every second, every moment of every day. To those who said that it...

I can't believe that this is the second Valentine's Day without my littlest love. I can't believe that this is really real and that my...

The end of 2021 has brought about a lot of big feelings and moments that I would rather not be experiencing. There are so many things...

Dear Adeline Mommy misses you so very much baby girl! I can't believe that I have had to live almost an entire year without you. When...

We lost our girl on December 20, 2020. I consider that day 1 of the rest of my life. That was the first day that I had to keep living...

I will admit that I am not doing well. The past few weeks have been incredibly difficult but I wanted to share with you some of the...

December is here! What used to be one of the most exciting months for us is no longer the same and never will be. December used to be a...