The next 35 days are going to be some of the hardest days for me since I lost my littlest love. I am really struggling mentally and I am...

Well, this is probably going to be a longer blog post, but I hope that you will stay with me and read the adventures that have recently...

I don't know how to explain the pain that I am in. I don't know how to explain the constant flooding of emotions that I feel deep within...

I had so many hopes and dreams for my four children. I had the biggest hopes and dreams for each of them to achieve the things in life...

There are days when I awaken to my reality and feel the full weight of my loss more than others, today is one of those days. I got the...

Each year for the past several years, Shane and the kids have went out shopping and gotten flowers for me for Mother's Day. Then they...

Things are intense these days. Each day feels like it will never end and yet the weeks seem to fly by. I have been contemplating things...

There have been so many things happening in life since I last wrote a blog post. I am struggling and I know that people mean well when...

Buying a new home, a place that you will never live was the hardest thing that I have ever had to be. Being excited about decorating and...

Well, so many things are changing in life and I am taking a step back to reflect and think about them. I am sorry that I have not been...

Today I woke up with the thought that one thing in life could make me feel better. Only one thing could help ease the pain, anger, and...

Things have been going. Life has been continuing even though I feel as though I am stuck in some weird time loop where I can't possibly...

This week has been painful and rough and hard. There have been some exciting things happening. We finally ordered everything for the new...

The past few weeks we have been doing things that we would have normally done, but sadly our angel is not with us and her presence is...

Some days are harder than others. Some days I want to scream and cry and just tell everyone around how awful I feel. I know that this is...

This post is not going to be as well organized as most of my others. This is a raw post where I am sharing my feelings, talking about the...

This past week has been especially hard for me. Being in quarantine with Althea has given me so much time with my girl, time for us to...